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UNCONDITIONAL SELF-LOVE
IT'S TIME

This month I have been finding myself thinking about love. I know that is an over-the-top cliche for the month of February and believe me, this newsletter is late because I was resisting it. That doesn't change the fact that it has been on my mind in a variety of ways relating only minutely to Valentine's Day.

I have always wanted that undying devotion and unconditional love in my life yet it always seems to elude me just as I feel I might have it within my grasp. Please don't misunderstand, I do have love in my life, lots of love and great joy that comes with it, but I want that unadulterated, unbridled, deep soul love that comes from truly being one with the Universe as it is experienced through a relationship with another human being.

Throughout my life I have had fleeting glimpses of what this would be like, usually to find out that I didn't quite get what I was looking for. Kind of like ordering a meal in a language you are not fluent in, you will get mainly what you wanted but it is the fine tuning of the fluency that helps with all the little additions that make the dish exactly how you envisioned it. Several years ago, I had one of these little glimpses into what it would be like to experience unconditional love. Someone else was able to hold the space for me, briefly, but long enough and unconditionally enough for me to really see what I was after. From that perspective I was still under the illusion that it would come from outside of me, that I would experience this completeness when another half to my half showed up and completed the whole. While that idea kept me off track somewhat, it wasn't wasted time, and thanks to dreams I keep in journals I have been able to decipher the messages my Soul has been giving me in my conscious state but that I just wasn't willing to hear in that way.

My biggest challenge was understanding the difference between desire and longing. I desired to have this experience but I knew if I were longing for it, I would keep it at bay. I couldn't understand how to flip the switch and get in the vibration of desire. I started analyzing....   Longing is a vibration of lack. It stems from not really believing that you can have what you are wanting. The word itself (long - ing) keeps distance between you and your intended outcome. Desire (loosely translated in latin) on the other hand, is bringing down the heavenly body; rather, bringing to you what you want. This is so much easier for me to understand... that is a simple matter of manifestation.

It is always so surprising how the things we really desire are ready to manifest if we just let them. And at this time, with manifestations happening in record time, nearly instantaneous, it had to be easier now than ever to do. (If you aren't experiencing the manifestation bonanza then you are either not wanting to see it, or your underlying emotions are continuing to bring you manifestations that your heart truly isn't governing!) Everyone, with no exception, is privy to this experience right now. So I started putting out to Creator that I wanted to experience this, a full body experience with conscious recognition of it. I had to allow myself to let go of preconceived notions of how it would show up, which was not necessarily fun to do. The idea of a knight in shining armor riding in on his white horse to rescue me, while appealing, really isn't my cup of tea. I may fantasize about it, but there is nothing in my personality that really vibrates with it. I needed more equality, more partnering and less rescuing, which left me without a horse and a shiny metal suit for protection also.

As I settled into NOT projecting how this would show up, I began to realize it was peeking through in so many unexpected ways. In my relationship with my children, with my extended family, with friends, with my spouse, in working relationships, in fleeting relationships.... It was wild! What a trip. There were so many instances that on the outside did not meet my previous expectation of what this looked like. My need to dissect this new discovery and figure it out was oddly slowed as if it were in suspended animation. At times Spirit will bless me with the ability to view my emotional body as if it were not a part of my existing life makeup and this was one of those times. Being able to look at this emotional interaction from a third person perspective, while at the same time, experiencing it first hand let me come to the understanding that the difference in these relationships were in how I was relating to myself. For once, I was finally saying yes to myself, My Soul, and this deep Soul love was showing up in all the relating I was doing with any other creation on the planet.

Of course some of these people I already had what I would consider an unconditional love for, my children for example, but this was deeper than anything I had ever imagined before (and I am pretty crazy about my kids). I have been around the block enough to know that relating to MYSELF this way is going to take some practice, and I am definitely looking forward to gaining more expertise in this area. Thanks to the love and support of my friends and family (no matter how they choose to show that support), I now have a template to work with and I know what it feels like to be there in that space myself, instead of having someone else hold it for me.

FREE READINGS
3 DAYS ONLY IN FEBRUARY
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It is always exciting for me when I am making such a deep-level transition personally because I know the nature of my work is shifting in ways that allow me to more completely help the growth and transition of my client. Whenever I do this, I offer free readings to my friends and family to get acquainted with the new energy. This time, I am offering free 1/2 hour readings (a $50 value) on a first come, first serve basis on
Wednesday, February 17th, Saturday, February 20th and Tuesday, February 23rd.

I connect with your Spirit Body (Soul, Spirit Guides and Angels) to answer questions about your life path and purpose, as well as to discern what emotional vibrations you are utilizing to manifest in your life.

Please email me at tlkn2angels@aol.com to schedule.

INCARNATE LEVEL CLASS
MASTER INTUITING YOUR TRUTH

A new Incarnate Level Tele-Class will be held every other Thursday at 7:00 - 8:30 p.m. (est) via conference call beginning in April. The dates are April 22nd, May 6th, May 20th, June 3rd & 17th.

The Incarnate Level helps you to identify how your physical, emotional and mental bodies influence your ways of creating and manifesting. You will learn to identify the influence each of these aspects has over your creations and how to make the necessary shifts that will allow you to fully manifest your ideal reality.

Class topics are:
                  *   What does it mean to be in your body?
                  *   Experiencing the Emotional body
                  *   Identifying the Mental body influence
                  *   Clearing your physical body
                  *   Integrating the different aspects of Self

The class is $75 and will include one 1/2 hour reading at no charge or a 90 minute reading for $65 (regular price $125) if scheduled within the weeks the course is being held or for a discounted price of $25 for a 1/2 hour and $90 for 90 minutes if scheduled before the end of June. Email me at tlkn2angels@aol.com to register.

A NIGHT WITH THE ANGELS
Guardian Angel, Past Life & Animal Guide Readings and Angelic Healing

The Honoring Hour and Charlene Stringfield have scheduled three more private readings for those of you who are not in Charlene's immediate area. These are fun, entertaining and informative readings for the whole family. You can register from Charlene's page on The Honoring Hour website. This incredible service is only $20 per individual and $15 for additional participants from the same phone line. The Honoring Hour on blogtalkradio now has skype capabilities. Please be sure to check the website for the latest on what is happening on the show! Upcoming show dates are March 4th and March 24th.