June09News

WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
Navigating In Higher Frequencies

It is that many of you now are entering into a place of wondering what it is that you are to do next. We say to you that it is not necessary for you to place your focus and attention into the future, rather you are to focus on where you are now.

After reading this news medium last month, many followed the directions given with the expectation of moving into your new life of dreams. What, you may ask, happened? Some of you are experiencing a sense of being overwhelmed, others turbulence, others set-back and still others are in their complete joy. Where you are in this moment is determined by where you were when you launched and what preparation you had done before hand. Do not get discouraged if you are experiencing less than what you desired, for that is not in keeping with the vibration that you have intended. Instead, you are asked to look around you at what is taking place and reflect within. It is this inward reflection that will act as the catalyst you are seeking to clear the last remnants of your old way of creating from your energy field... if you so desire.

We say this because many of you actually do desire some of the things you have brought with you. There is still identity attached to these scenarios and creations and we say to you that this is okay as well; for there is great learning in these dynamics. However, in the higher vibrations into which you have arrived, there is every reason for you to allow yourselves to experience these situations and attachments differently. That is the very nature of why you moved into this higher realm.

As you adjoin more fully and completely with your Soul nature, you will find similarities between this identity and that which was created through your ego nature in the lower vibrations. The ego was and is an integral aspect of your being and it did indeed contain characteristics of your Soul essence. Your ego is your power, force and drive here in the density of the Earth plane. Now that you have moved into the higher vibrating frequencies you must be aware that your power is your Empowered Beingness - the very expression and experience of your Self in all it's Truth. Your force is no longer the hammer or pillow it may have been in the lower frequencies. It is now to be identified and treated as the integration of your Soul within every cell of your body. How present is your Soul? This identification allows you to keep healthy boundaries in all areas of your life while always exercising compassion, love and joy. Your drive is no longer your determination to accomplish, but rather your allowance of vitality - the universal energy of Oneness - to flow through you and forage ahead to set your creations into being.

You are no longer required to have "back up" plans to help you out "just in case". It is now that you are completely able to create your heart desires by intending them and matching your vibration to that of your intention. Do not allow yourself to get side tracked as the Universe rearranges to meet the requirements of your creation. Allow Universal wisdom to fill in the cracks and gaps that the human mind may have overlooked. Your creation may show up differently than you expected and it will be your responsibility to recognize it and accept it as it is, knowing that you can tweak whatever need be tweaked. Expect your creations to manifest instantaneously and as ready as you are for them will determine how quickly they appear for you.

Your creations will not be stagnant. You can only create from the vibration in which you operate, yet this does not mean that your vibrations will not continue to rise as your creations are formed. Realize and accept that you are getting exactly what you asked for, thank the Universe and continue aligning with the level of frequency on which you wish the creation to manifest.

Let an example be given. Say a young woman dreams of having a good, kind man for a husband who works hard to provide for her family, prizes his family family above all else and adores her. She is desiring communication with her partner and full support in her Soul work. Her idea of these things at the point of her original creation is that she meets a man who she loves that embodies all of these qualities. When the Universe gives her a man who goes to work, works hard, gives of his time to his friends and co-workers (good, kind man), tells who ever will listen how much he adores his wife and family, looks for new ways to bring in money to provide for them. But he doesn't come home for dinner because he is working, he doesn't come from a family that taught him good communication skills and how to preserve the sanctity of family above all else (what she was really looking for). Along with the husband, the Universe has provided a friend who partners with the woman in her Soul ventures. They have good communication and she is fully supported in her work by this partner.

In the lower vibrating frequencies, one might say that she did not cross her T's and dot her I's when she created this manifestation. In the higher vibrating frequencies it is to be looked at as she manifested her creation and now there is opportunity for her to allow this gift to be given to her. She must receive. If any part of this manifestation is no longer what she desires she can express gratitude for this one and create a new manifestation AFTER she has reflected upon her creation to see what about her created in this manner. It is her choice to stay with this creation (which may or may not shift into more of her original idea) or move into another. Either way, she aligns with the vibration of the creation she desires to bring to herself, and allows it to unfold as it will, not as she directs.

Here in lies the key to knowing where you are going in these frequencies. Creations will be coming faster and faster as the density of the lower vibrations falls away. Knowing what we really want to take with us is important to keeping ourselves in the higher vibrations. It is perfectly okay if you need a little drama, or rejection, illness or whatever else you may create, just know that they will come with a different feeling and expression. They will not have the same isolated energy that they did on the lower realms. The higher you go, the more connected to All you will be. Knowing where we want to go will include knowing how Truth feels in our body, this is our compass.... Is this a creation of our Truth or is it not? By knowing this, we will be able to discern if we are in a creation that is our true intent and the old ways of creating are just falling away, or if we are in a variation of that creation because our vibration is not fully matching our desire, or if we are moving away from Truth in our creation.

You are responsible for your life. Where are you in your creation?

EXPECTATIONS OF CHANGE
Surrender and Trust

Lately I have been asking questions surrounding why my physical body is experiencing pain and suffering even as I move into the Truth of my Soul nature. I am doing "all the right things" for myself and my body, yet sometimes my body just isn't expressing the states of Joy I am desiring to experience. "What's up with that?" has been a recurring question for me the past year or so.

The answer finally became more clear to me (I guess I was more willing to listen for it) the other day while driving down the road. After talking to different people throughout the week and listening to stories of their body experiences as well as their acceptance of it being due to "getting older", I began an inventory of which beliefs I buy into consciously versus which beliefs I am carrying on a subconscious level. It was through this exploration that I realized I may be expecting too much from my body without enough shifting of my belief systems.

I am and always have been a firm believer that the body can heal anything if given the proper nutrients, rest and respect. For the past 10 years, I have devoted (sometimes more diligently than other times) myself to listening to and respecting the needs of my body. When I have stepped out of line, my body has graciously (yeah, right!) reminded me that I have done so. What I realized through this recent questioning is that my energetic, emotional and physical changes are happening at different rates and I had been choosing to see them changing as ONE versus allowing them to shift individually.

When I first received the LCTM course from Spirit, I learned the different aspects of my self and the importance of integrating them and aligning them with my Soul's highest intention. Now I realize that even with this integration practice, I still hold the belief of the Earth plane density that "things take time". While this was no longer a conscious belief, it did continue to reside in my cellular make-up. My insistence that my changes happen simultaneously have been causing turmoil in my physical body.

Along with this is the underlying identification with Self as the physical vessel. This body is how I express physically in this life, but it is not who I AM. This is a concept that I have accepted in theory, but it is not a KNOWING that I have embraced. My identification as my physical self has to shift.

Approximately 18 months ago, I had what I used to consider to be a nightmare (I have since come to learn that these are actually foreshadowings of significant change in the near future) about a space craft coming to the Earth to call people to them. I was in a room with two others who were on "phones" that I couldn't see. The message "IT IS TIME" was transmitted to me. I was instantly in a panic proclaiming that I couldn't go, it couldn't be time because I didn't have the special phone and did not know how to communicate telepathically like the others; but I knew there was no choice, they had already given me other opportunities in the past to come and this was my time, like it or not. Being left behind would be worse than going unprepared. Now I was afraid they wouldn't take me.

I woke up panic stricken and bordering on an anxiety attack. It felt like I was going to die, literally. With more wisdom in hindsight than I had at the time of the dream, I now know that this is a time of letting go of all cellular level patterns that are not in alignment with my Soul's highest desires. That was a goal I set for myself 8 years ago and I worked that alignment diligently for several years, and automatically for the remaining time until it has now become a part of my programming and no subconscious patterns or behaviors can usurp it.

What does this mean and what does it have to do with my body? My emotional body has continued to serve both my Soul's highest intentions and my lower vibrations. It has acted as the mediator for me as I have grown spiritually, allowing my lower vibrational aspects to attune to the higher vibrations I am moving into. The discomfort I have been experiencing in my body is the differences between these two frequencies perpetuated by my resistance and fear. While I have done many of the right things outwardly and inwardly, there have been parts of my old patterns I have hoped to carry with me. These, however, have never been in keeping with where I am headed and in fact, have acted as illusional barriers between my highest good and the life I am leaving behind.

Because this surrender comes at a level of physical existence, it triggers my survival instincts. These instincts, as are all of ours, are extremely strong and have served us over eons of time in human existence. They are not designed to relinquish their patterns without proof that the body can continue to be safe. There is no equivalent proof in the higher vibrations to satisfy these safety measures save that of surrender and experience.

Surrender, the act of giving the self over (to an opponent), is proving to be challenging not only for myself, but for others I have spoken to as well. I have been both grateful and surprised to learn of others who I have perceived as further into their spiritual alignment going through similar experiences. This is the only "tangible proof" the Universe has provided for my insatiable need for confirmation. All I can really do now is surrender and trust.

My wish for us all is that we allow this to happen with grace and ease, for just beyond this threshold is all the wonders we have ever dreamed of, better than we could have ever imagined.

ALL AS ONE
Doesn't Mean We Lose Our Individuality

As each of us begins to embrace the concept that we are merging into a collective One, some are finding the idea of this challenging because we do not want to lose our individual identity. This is perfectly natural way of thinking.... from the linear paradigm.

The linear perspective can only offer one way or the other. It is linear, and by definition that means our vantage point is limited because it offers a single dimensional view. The reality, though, is that the collective One consciousness is spherical in nature and therefore, the separation of the linear paradigm is not applicable. If you think of the collective One as a puzzle and each of us as individual pieces, it may be easier to accept. With the puzzle, each piece has a part of the picture on it. Alone, it holds that individual expression and together the individual expressions make up the greater, whole picture.

The completed puzzle doesn't take the individual expression away from the puzzle piece; but without every individual piece the puzzle is not complete. If you find yourself struggling with the newer ideas being introduced, you can rest in the comfort of knowing that it is up to each of us individually to decide what is right for us. As you are making those determinations you may find it helpful to ask yourself what is your vantage point. Are you looking at the issue from the summit of the spherical paradigm or are you still relating to it from the linear paradigm at the base of the mountain.

HELPING SOMEONE IN NEED
NCG's One of Our Own

I have been doing some contracting work with a counseling agency that works with at-risk children to prevent out of home placement. One of their employees has, in my opinion, demonstrated amazing strength.

This young woman has suffered the loss of her parents in 2003 and 2004 and her husband from leukemia in 2007. As if this weren't enough, she has a special needs son who has been diagnosed with Lamellar Ichthyosis, and a pending diagnosis of a more rare disease of IFAP Syndrome. This means he regularly experiences seizures and pneumonia. At four years of age he is the size of a toddler, weighing in at 22 pounds.

An amazing mother, Portia continues to do everything she can to keep her head above water and provide as normal a life for her other, six year old son as possible. She has never had the chance to grieve any of her losses but forages ahead to be the only parent and provider for two young boys. She recently moved to the Fredericksburg, Virginia area to take a job with this company because of it's ability to offer flexibility in her work schedule.

Unfortunately, the timing was coupled with serious complications in her son's health and she has found herself in great need. Her job is secure but she has had to significantly reduce her workload to a minimal part-time. This is barely leaving her enough to pay for gas to get to and from hospital/doctors appointments, much less anywhere else, and all of her basic survival needs are compromised.

I am heading up efforts to raise funds to assist her in getting back on her feet. Several local companies are participating and all social programs she may be eligible for are being explored. If you have any ideas, or would like to make a contribution of any sort, please contact me at tlkn2angels@aol.com (subject line: NCG-ONE OF OUR OWN) or (540) 834-8901. Your efforts are greatly appreciated.